thought world

an illustrated, imperfect black circle w/ the words 'thought world' in hand-lettered white text amongst some small drawings of clouds

another world

hiller goodspeed

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backsliding (listening to ska)
mar 20, 2024 | 10:12 am et

when i grow up i want to be level 2
feb 15, 2024 | 8:36 pm et

turns out bluesky does have a character limit for alt text and it's well under 6000
feb 14, 2024 | 12:27 am et

they're putting up fresh tile in our local subway station, oh me oh my let me appreciate the decay a little bit longer
feb 13, 2023 | 9:41 am et

the alternative to trusting your shopping list is ending up with enough dried beans for a month, there's only two worlds & they're both nice
jan 23, 2023 | 5:33 pm et

what do u mean doing all your laundry and reading a book u don't like aren't the secrets to great sleep
jan 23, 2023 | 1:18 am et

when u realize that family mega toilet paper is so named bc it is five individually undescribed toilet papers rolled into one mega family
jan 18, 2023 | 9:39 pm et

ambiguity as permissive & personal, when qualified it increases specificity, when integrated it allows difference to remain present but implied, internal, yet shared? alike in navigation if not destinations
jan 18, 2023 | 9:25 am et

to elaborate, my phone's autocomplete suggested "horse ty" and yes that would automatically make me feel more complete, i appreciate the suggestion
jan 16, 2023 | 11:46 pm et

the sort of still, cold air today that lightly bites ur fingers, makes me long to be a lil steamed dumpling in 200 degree sauna. friends going today, but i'm in the wrong city for it
jan 15, 2023 | 10:38 am et

cooing softly with the pigeons in the subway station (self soothing)
jan 15, 2023 | 10:17 am et

ensmoothification (gotta type that first for line wrapping reasons) of the videogame
jan 15, 2023 | 8:49 am et

someone might identify me as a huge herd as i lug a board game as big as my torso around the nyc subway system, but jokes on them that's correct
jan 12, 2023 | 10:04 am et

setting up a 4hr board game that we won't play on a table in the studio today like a little tease
jan 12, 2023 | 9:43 am et

the outside to the studio was open today & i didn't have to grab the key, which means two weeks less of winter
jan 11, 2023 | 11:19 am et

furthermore that are totally frivolous
jan 10, 2023 | 12:56 pm et

putting a lot of effort into little things few people are likely to ever see hehe, it's just between me and u
jan 10, 2023 | 12:37 pm et

a lot more interest persoanlly in "considering the qualities of" than "designing". mentioned a timeless way of building / a pattern language to someone & i dont think these books suggest "design".
jan 8, 2023 | 12:00 pm et

u might mistake this celery i'm chopping for a progress bar based on the pitch shifting it's doing
jan 8, 2023 | 11:52 am et

bought a container of chobani after many years, bc my normal gurts weren't available, and gosh they even chobanified the yogurt
dec 30, 2023 | 10:12 am et

it sparks joy to describe things as both or either chonbanified and yogurtcore
dec 30, 2023 | 10:08 am et

i beat getting over it tonight after at least a year of trying & 10 hours of playtime. i broke down and wept & kept weeping through the credits & kept weeping after i closed the game. i felt ghosts of that release for the next hour, still feel them now, never felt anything like it
dec 30, 2023 | 1:45 am et

life will be much easier once i find my sneaking suit
dec 27, 2023 | 12:12 pm et

in the new pikmin you can swap control to the dog and give the explorer commands, it would be nice if they began crawling around on all fours too, lying playfully on their back, a complete transfer of brain, heart, & spirit
dec 24, 2023 | 4:52 pm et

hehe nestling in a for another four hour movie, it's the number of hours i need to get lost personally
dec 23, 2023 | 7:54 pm et

photo of a tea & tea bag spilled on the ground outside that is my final form
dec 22, 2023 | 10:26 pm et

it also contains some really pretty passages
dec 20, 2023 | 5:38 am et

i've turned a corner on "lucy church, amiably", its complete abandonment of sense-making is meditative, makes no long claims on ur attention, a chance to focus on each word as you may, to drift, to resume freely without a re-read
dec 19, 2023 | 11:12 pm et

do browsers ignore semantically valid markup for elements they don't know how to render? if not, i think that'd be nice, to treat them as invisible, span-like, and if so, i am very glad
dec 15, 2023 | 11:10 am et

what do u think websites dream about?
dec 15, 2023 | 11:06 am et

hmm i think i should add some custom tags like <fun> and <nice> to simplify fun & nice text styling
dec 14, 2023 | 10:20 am et

i don't know anything abt warhammer i just think "squig" has a fun mouth feel (joy) & my roommate uses it in his discord name (awareness)
dec 13, 2023 | 11:53 am et

read a review of the last samurai this morn critical of helen dewitt for liking "&" too much & like what? all a bunch of squiggles at the end of the day my guy, why discriminate one squig from another
dec 13, 2023 | 11:49 am et

it would be fun if u could put holds on other library patrons to block their holds, as a limited resource, to foster the development of interpatron rivalry &c
dec 13, 2023 | 11:44 am et

i can put the library in 15 physical holds and currently have them in 3 of those
dec 13, 2023 | 8:40 am et

emergency door at my l stop is unlocked again (in the expected direction), glad to know the city has at least unrolled that layer of being needlessly punitive & cruel
dec 12, 2023 | 5:45 pm et

chickens probably got a pretty good leg press relatively speaking
dec 12, 2023 | 5:39 pm et

a conundrum i face is whether thoughts should be timestamped when they're had or when i've finished writing them
dec 12, 2023 | 5:30 pm et

you won't get a single mama mia outta me!
dec 12, 2023 | 5:29 pm et

the way mario from super mario bros (nes) messes his face up when turning signals such intense physicality, his mustache might become incomprehensible geometry and that's just a-ok
dec 12, 2023 | 5:28 pm et

is it possible to send messages w/o typos or editing detritus constantly, who has the secret?
dec 10, 2023 | 12:37 pm et

be real but as soon as you get the notification it takes a screenshot & immediately posts, let's get down to it
dec 10, 2023 | 12:34 pm et

adding "defund the library" to list of unnacceptable times to invoke "why not both?" question
dec 10, 2023 | 11:29 am et

library book w/ 10-60 more holds on it than copies in circulation, i'll imagine reading it a couple years from now, wow it was sooooo good
dec 10, 2023 | 11:23 am et

is the mousey desire to read book all day to the exclusion of other things being creature?
dec 9, 2023 | 11:46 am et

investing in a new todo list system, "green bell pepper.md", i'll never forget to check my todos once i'm already at the market ever again
dec 8, 2023 | 12:14 pm et

pigeons got a cute little speedometer in their heads
dec 8, 2023 | 11:07 am et

next semester my intro to game dev students are gonna clone super mario bros, but as an alternative (if they dont like mario) they can choose to clone the dj play me a christmas song lyric video
dec 8, 2023 | 8:50 am et

maybe more than the song, the image of the word "dancin" is stuck in my head, continuously bouncing around the corners of my vision, cher ascertained a curve fn once reserved for the divine
dec 8, 2023 | 8:44 am et

i'm practicing a folk punk cover of dj play me a christmas song but it's a secret
dec 7, 2023 | 10:37 pm et

it's snowing, what are u trying to make me wistful about the beauty of this grungy industrial street, this is new york city it should be raining little dirts
dec 7, 2023 | 10:36 am et

i know what day i was born, date fields always playing a little prank, the 31st of june haha nice try good one
dec 7, 2023 | 10:25 am et

everything is pretty abstract, like sure maybe u pushed that cermaic blob into a shape with square-ish corners, but at the end of the day it's still blob
dec 7, 2023 | 10:22 am et

i love when i find a new role model, eg today i saw a photo of a dog chewing on a piece of wood attached to an otherwise unremarkable puzzle toy, absolutely lost in that little cylinder
dec 6, 2023 | 6:37 pm et

it's a real joy to spend a little time on the computer w/ no purpose, nice to be w/o purpose, computers are so purpose-core
dec 5, 2023 | 4:48 pm et

earlier today my sister said that "it’s mostly just jello making me insane", but i simply can't agree with this, about jello
dec 5, 2023 | 4:41 pm et

in addition, i believe a goal is to be like a soft & warm pudding, mushy, a little wobbly, but fundamentally stable
dec 5, 2023 | 4:40 pm et

aspire to be more ball every day
dec 5, 2023 | 11:57 am et

i love when the bus makes my body look all compressed and weird in the reflection, like a real smush boi
dec 4, 2023 | 12:44 pm et

damn if "why not both?" is not one of the most powerful & communal frames (as long as one of the inputs is not cops, war, genocide, control, &c, in which case fuck that)
dec 4, 2023 | 11:00 am et

i'd like to get a nice triangle or bell to ring loudly every morning so that my roommates know when the coffee is ready (7:30am)
dec 4, 2023 | 10:36 am et

thanks to taiko my emotional response to the totoro theme song is now half tender childhood memories & half heart-pounding drum beat
dec 3, 2023 | 6:21 pm et

i watched a gold duck, many gold ducks, other ducks too
dec 3, 2023 | 10:25 am et

when u typo to the correct thing bc your brain was wrong and your fingers are almost always wrong, a little forehead kiss from god
dec 3, 2023 | 10:19 am et

so uncomfortable to start a new paragraph on the last line of on a page, have notebook manufacturers not considered adding more lines?
dec 3, 2023 | 10:17 am et

wanna add a lot of lists to this website. thinking about a text format that's natural to write in, like markdown, but for making lists of things & that plays nicely with inline html
dec 2, 2023 | 11:51 am et

looking back & realizing that i've been having thoughts for days now, existing a thinking being is an absolute thrill!
dec 2, 2023 | 10:40 am et

i shouldn't listen to podcasts before bed
dec 2, 2023 | 12:46 am et

play is many things but one thing is selection, attention, focus, however fleeting, or however not
dec 2, 2023 | 12:44 am et

just dislodged a core memory playing w/ the mac os 8 tts voices for hours & hours, albert, nice to hear from u old friend
dec 1, 2023 | 4:17 pm et

per hiller, also accepting "likes" on thoughts communicated via e-mail or in-person, any unicode character of your choosing, as far as the eye can see in these tables
dec 1, 2023 | 12:13 pm et

recently finished a book in which one character would laugh hysterically @ unintentional phrasing & imagery (poetry? absurdity?) in snippets from extemely dry technical texts & i've never read anything more relatable
nov 30, 2023 | 5:15 am et | ✌︎

barnyardia direct awoke the spirit of the gambler within me, no fly is safe, i am not safe, plz watch out, i'll wager anything
nov 28, 2023 | 5:37 pm et

stifling to have ur livelihood tied to being silent abt the progressively more destructive aspects of the stuff everyone else is jazzed abt
nov 28, 2023 | 9:07 am et

excited to no longer push "work" onto the stack every morning and learn forth all day instead
nov 27, 2023 | 10:05 am et

for the future please feel free tell me if the typography on my site is bad thank u
nov 26, 2023 | 12:22 pm et

removed the other font fallbacks besides serif bc i just saw how horrible the site looked on windows, actually i have the font set to use local baskerville not system default, plz install or refresh & look again
nov 26, 2023 | 12:08 pm et

today jack got top 500 on pokemon showdown & he asked me to also list my favorite pokemon, which is bidoof, recording both these items in history
nov 26, 2023 | 11:59 am et

turns out my favicon is v similar to the squarespace default favicon except cooler and less sinister
nov 26, 2023 | 7:43 am et

alright i put sheets on my bed & i have a journal & a thought world can you name one therapist with all 3 of those things
nov 25, 2023 | 11:35 pm et

i will literally learn forth instead of putting sheets on my bed or going to therapy
nov 25, 2023 | 11:22 pm et

used to think i was a person who could go live in the woods but talking to people is too nice, love talking to someone, want to talk to someone right now!
nov 25, 2023 | 11:20 pm et

well i'm starting forth, mildly disappointed the book doesn't open w/ a forthword i think that would've been a crowd pleaser
nov 25, 2023 | 11:07 pm et

even if i never beat getting over it i have a surefire way to get a hand cramp (but not a spirit cramp spirit is fine)
nov 25, 2023 | 10:27 pm et

it's only an entire pecan pie what could possibly go wrong
nov 25, 2023 | 11:29 am et

catching myself doing something mildly deranged before having coffee eg holding an entire bag of beans over the sink, like heh i am capable of anything rn
nov 25, 2023 | 10:13 am et

meeting a friend last minute at a metal show minutes after getting back to brooklyn just like the youth of today
nov 24, 2023 | 10:33 pm et

i want to thank the pinecone that we kicked along until it was a mere stick, u were a generational inspiration and we will hold the next pinecone games in your honor
nov 24, 2023 | 8:42 pm et

i will put salted butter on that
nov 24, 2023 | 12:52 pm et

soaring as i realize i have the same kitchen as my friend's mom all the way down to the muji silicone spatula & obsessive deli containerization
nov 24, 2023 | 12:29 pm et

waking up every day motivated by the urge to watch the same 4hr movie w/ as many people as possible
nov 24, 2023 | 9:55 am et

i love e-mail again, feels like passing little notes w/ someone, u can only look at one note at a time, just notes no list of potential note recipients
nov 23, 2023 | 8:59 am et

spamming refresh after making a post on thought world to see what it looks like in a different font (system default serif)
nov 22, 2023 | 7:43 pm et

lots of personal injury billboards along the highway which i like but not enough telling me what i need in no uncertain terms, for example that i need law
nov 22, 2023 | 7:40 pm et

editing posts so that the line breaks look good on my phone specifically
nov 22, 2023 | 5:37 pm et

the self as continuous, our experience of others as discretized; small, beautiful fragments of a continunity, impossible to ever fully integrate, but integrated slowly none-the-less, that integration a joy
nov 22, 2023 | 5:32 pm et

desperately contorting myself around so much furniture obstructing a perfectly fine floor, i really only need like 5 area rugs
nov 22, 2023 | 4:14 pm et

i think nature is finally healing, a leaf just fell on my head in the subway station
nov 22, 2023 | 2:31 pm et

show time but it's me in the middle of the train holding onto nothing and allowing the car's natural motion to cause me to stumble and slip while everyone looks away
nov 22, 2023 | 1:56 pm et

it's nice to know in moments when i want to be extremely high-volume that i'm not gonna bother anyone, can yell as loud as i want in here
nov 18, 2023 | 12:21 pm et

finally, one place to both patisse & boulange
nov 18, 2023 | 12:18 pm et

in case you were wondering, i've studied this problem & the solution to every crossword clue is "LICK", sry i don't know what else to tell you
nov 18, 2023 | 12:15 pm et

why bother with the period, so painfully final
nov 18, 2023 | 12:09 pm et

figured out the solution to my parser problem, to parse more stuff, time for text to get the respect it deserves again
nov 18, 2023 | 12:08 pm et

the longing to simply be creature
nov 18, 2023 | 10:39 am et

thought world a nice way of externalizing a particular slice of inner world. may preference fun thoughts (esp if that is what your thoughts' preference), but i won't let that stop me from sad posting when i want to!
nov 18, 2023 | 9:06 am et

fran showed me todepond @ no quarter last night, cool site, nice writing. i like this one on writing
nov 18, 2023 | 8:58 am et

a peace in an inner world that makes no claims on others, tho sad at times that it's w/o them. cool to the find that same sort of peace in the outer world, though a dang pickle to find it in enduring fashion!
nov 18, 2023 | 8:53 am et

my eyes are open, every staircase, heck the whole world, is one gigantic taiko no tastujin chart
nov 17, 2023 | 6:59 pm et

squealing w/ delight as i step on an small, unexpcted cube of foam on the sidewalk & then dangerously eyeing a discarded, half-eaten burrito
nov 17, 2023 | 10:01 am et

i forgot. oh apple thinks my name is "ty -" in our offical e-mail correspondence haha fn gottem
nov 16, 2023 | 9:08 am et

not so addled that i can't hand write an iso8601 timestamp though, take that dad
nov 16, 2023 | 9:01 am et

someone gave me a bad tincture, v drowsy, feeling addled, but happy to addle in a context other than final fantasy tactics advance
nov 16, 2023 | 8:59 am et

giving myself a litte liquid medicine, as a tincture
nov 15, 2023 | 9:39 pm et

this "thought world" thing is really catching fire, if you want to be added to "another world", e-mail me & we can be friends on the web
nov 15, 2023 | 10:24 am et

hard to stomach that in the year 2023 there are delivery services that explicitly refuse to ship me a goat, what's even the point
nov 15, 2023 | 9:36 am et

to the person who i'm walking the same speed as down the sidewalk, we should be friends it's not weird we're in tempo
nov 13, 2023 | 5:55 pm et

bought a reed diffuser & it's attacking me why did i invite this creature through the doorway
nov 13, 2023 | 8:06 am et

a bug in my static site genrator removes the space before any open paren, this is why people don't hand roll everything but also it's very disrespectful
nov 13, 2023 | 8:04 am et

might be that a single beer is one of the eldritch keys to unlock the thought world but i believe eggnog is another
nov 13, 2023 | 7:40 am et

a train music / dancing guy analogue is friends (& also self) singing butt rock songs @ karaoke
nov 12, 2023 | 7:01 pm et

damn i'm thriving on the web right now, all forms of digital validation besides receiving an e-mail were a mistake, feel free to e-mail me tho
nov 12, 2023 | 5:59 pm et

about to rip off the final hinge it's eggnog season
nov 12, 2023 | 5:15 pm et

i'm practicing adding twelve to date times. wish i were in a thought world more & a time zone less
nov 12, 2023 | 4:49 pm et

generally confused when i hear unasked-for music on the train but genuinely pacified when i look up & it's accompanied by a dancing guy
nov 12, 2023 | 4:47 pm et

oh no just realized that "thought world" is stylized with a space & i think it's real important to respect people's choices re. text formatting oh gosh oh geez
nov 12, 2023 | 11:48 am et

that was a nice experience but i'm going to go write in my journal instead, sorry
nov 12, 2023 | 11:03 am et

made a thoughtworld & really overengineered it
nov 12, 2023 | 10:42 am et